I had a red morning recently. In answer to cooler and cloudier days rolling in, the joints in my feet, and probably my hands, complained--but I wasn't awake. Instead, I perceived my body from a distance, with a rectangle of red between me and it. And the red was my body, and the red interpenetrated my body, and the red blocked me from my body. There was no action or occurrence in this perception; only a timeless, frozen red, and a sense of being stuck trying to put a jigsaw puzzle into a whole picture.
When I woke up for real, the joints in my feet were very sore. They've since recovered, but I can tell you, I sure hope this was something other than arthritis, because 40-something more years of this is not something I look forward to. At least with working remotely, I can walk around in slippers or barefoot.
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